Missy Teo's Oddments

Been thinking of this for the longest time

and now i am moving on - new sparkling blog is up

www.missy-teo.blogspot.com

I hope my 22 will be happy and exciting year.

to finish my degree and really start working on my career path.
STEPPING CLOSERRRR TO MY 1 MILLION. hehe riiighhhhttttt

To have more patient and better control of my temper too ( according to my evil sister whom HAD TO WISH ME THAT on sms! but was kinda true thoughhhh)

to also be more wiser and famine (from my sister AGAIN!)

and rub the luck from my friends and crease being a suay kia! (from ting)

I enjoyed being 21 and below, just for the sheer shiokness of seeing others raising their eyebrown and others expressions of shock that such age exist on my face. HA!

now till then, the deadly 25 and 29. I going to savor my adulthood with spending power and achievement (i hope)!!

oh ya, i also want to remember that i had my an exam paper at the last 6 hours of my 21
and that my sweet cousin actually brought a cake, asked a few cousins out for supper and we had a awkward birthday singing session after supper, after exams.

that session make me feel happy, touched, weird (coz been dinosaur years that we celebrate each other birthday since we were babaiessss) and paisehhh.

"what can you do to me"

this was the reply i got

after first saying i have to study for a paper tomorrow , exchange nasty sms and screaming literately to the phone hoping the message will get to some dim wit brain.

Even my mum had to called him and say NO

and guess what?
nothing work of course
he still have to fucking bring his friends over.

and i am very tempted to do alot things to prove what i can do that will destroy his line.

oh! we don't understand him?
no, as long as u dont agree with him
you sucks and you "dont understand"

even his friends are fed-up
and he still live in his world
well everyone sucks?

He says he can do better without this family.
SERIOUSLY

and he brings friends over our, the FAMILY HOUSE
and he uses his phone at the EXPANSE of US PAYING
Who the hell pay the roof over his head and allowance


WE ARE THE ONES THAT CAN DO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT HIM

there 3 people i met that says

" i become like this because THEY TURN ME in to like that"

good thing?
they know they sucks and are in wrong

bad thing?
they blame the whole world instead of themselves.

this kind of people.. will live their life,
pointing their fingers around everyone
but never at themselves.

and they will wonder why no one understand them
or why they are stuck alone
or why they have to go through many things alone

Choice consists of the mental process of thinking involved with the process of judging the merits of multiple options and selecting one of them for action.

The process was forced
The Selection was given,
but choice is determined from one hands.

Sadistic personality disorder is a pervasive pattern of cruel, demeaning, and aggressive behavior, beginning by early adulthood.

No one is a king, if he or she live in his own world.
The people in the real world is mocking

what a laugh

Ate them this morning

Today i feel specially high and happy!
Dad Drove me and sis to work and school

Confirm some dinners with friends next week

been meeting hweeli yes and today for lunch at ABC
got some free masks
HAPPY

i cheapo,
freebies make me happy



Got a new notebook skin
VERY SUIIII
they are design by Singaporeans for a "touch the future" event and printed as notebook skins.

So high that i go around msning, wishing ppl happy ghost festivals
and ALSO
Been shamelessly asking ppl to wish me happy birthday coz today is my Chinese birthday!

I think I too high and been msn-ing non stop

that is of course *ahem* after i finish my work.

I shant pity my mum anymore
she brought the failure herself with her own hands.

advise fall on deaf ears
anger and worries keep stirring

I done and tried all i can to help
enough is enough.

makes life difficult for people?
then don't expect life to be easy for yourself.

family is never your any of your priorities?
Look where you are now?
hating and blaming everyone
ignore everyone, living in your own world

your priorities sucks big time little brother.
one whom take the easy path of running away
running to that molehill
pretending, thinking you are the king?
only the naive thinks one mature and others are not

Thinking no one understand?
the first one in the Que is yourself.

growing up is painful
deal with it maturely for goodness sake.

I have enough of frustration, anger stirred in the family because of that ass-hole.

I hope to get my degree asap

then i want to leave here fast.... I feel defeated all the time

Worked late last night again
had a call with my India finance lady.

slept at 3am after checking and replying to my classmate on exams and study guide. was still trying to get to sleep at 4 am and was late for work.

The agency courier guy came at 9.30am to collect some notebook from me. I wasn't in the office yet as i had a late call with India office the day earlier and was late. That idiot went to ask my boss where i am.

There was nothing to be collect, the courier was supposed to be canceled. FML!

Another admin called and help me out. she text me later saying as a friend, i should improve on my start work time and people are talking and watching me. after a few more sms, she told me people been telling her i come in as late as 11am. (once! and i took half day leave to compensate for it)

and of course, i doubt those people never mention i work as late as 12am once and till 8pm almost daily.

My morning is spolit.